By Nasrin Yonesi
Have you ever been able to
count 120.000 or even 1000 stars? You’re, certainly, surprised. I wish,
someday, somewhere I can room that big number so that I can feel and understand
it. Can you believe that there is a state or a system in this world that has
already executed 120.000 of its citizens, who were all educated, doctors, and
students? That it even included youth, teenagers, and pregnant women. Wounded
are killed under torture, on the gallows or before the firing squad.
Although I cannot remember
all their names ,or recite their memories
but there is one name each time I look to the sky I see it in the light
of a big bright star I see that name in
the brightness of big star next to the ursa major. It reminds me of the
memories I had with my dear martyred friend , Farzaneh Khazaii, when I was a
teenager.
I like to write about her
that when she was only 18 Khomeini’s death men sent her before the firing
squad. From the very first day that I was arrested and imprisoned, for opposing
Mullahs dictatorship, I desired to see her. I soon realized she had been
sentenced to death. They had imparted her of the verdict. To intensify her
torture they had put her in an empty hot container. They had also arranged a
few mock executions for her. I prayed if only I could see her just one more
time to hug her and talk to her about the good old days at school when we
buoyantly laughed together. I needed to thank her for showing me how I could
choose the path of liberating my country.
The last time I saw her was
the scene I saw on the local TV in the eastern city of Kermanshah when she was
being questioned by a criminal mullah. When was asked why she was against the
“Islamic Republic” she bravely said, “We fought and kicked the Shah out hoping
to put an end to people’s sufferings, and that people could live freely with no
discriminations. Nevertheless I see nothing has changed. People’ poverty and
misery are augmented. More and more restrictions are introduced every day.” She
then concluded, “I revolt as long as freedom is breached”. Her bravery, in that
tribunal, became a story related by her fellow citizens. She was, indeed, a
glorious, beautiful, respiring example for me to follow for to save my country.
The regret that I could not
see her has remained in my heart. One night, in prison, the noise made by
guards arming their weapons and yelling like beasts woke me up. I was really
anxious as what was happening. Soon I realized they were taking some prisoners
for execution. My dear Farzaneh was among them. She and some others were put to
death on that night. The place where
they took them was so close that we could hear gunshots inside our cells. After
long sessions of physical and mental torture, and the most hideous kind of it
which was rape upon a decree by blood thirsty Khomeini, Farzaneh, finally,
joined the stream of 120 thousands martyrs. Each time I look at her star in the
sky she seems to have the usual smile
on her face that shines the valor passion of hope to my heart. The more the
brighter the sky of the stars of the path of liberation of my country, Iran,
the more world gets to know the shame and disrepute of the Iranian regime
Mullahs. That Iran is a large prison whose youth are hung on its every quarter.
Every moment of Khamenei’s life resumption
depends on massacre of people in different ways. If one day rape and torture
was committed behind the closed prison doors, now the world beholds the gory of
Khamenei’s regime in violation of the most basic human rights.
I’m still thinking if there
is a show case that can display some of the 120.000 martyrs who laid their
lives for the liberation of Iran, and if we can touch its appalling dimensions,
and whether we can appreciate the extents of such carnage. I still believe that for the great enemy of
humanity and freedom we need to join, hand in hand, and advance a global
combat. Perhaps there is no place or show room
that can portray this large amount, but we can develop it in our
imagination to make us understand the huge catastrophe that has now afflicted
the man. Human rights are being trampled by the Mullahs. Let’s clean the world
of its biggest violator of human rights.
Author’s profile:
I was at Dizel Abad prison –
Kermanshah- from September 1981 to December 1981. I was arrested when regime’s
guards attacked our gathering house. I was arrested after being shot in the
right leg. I was 5 months pregnant at that time. While in prison, I witnessed
the torture and harassment of my friends

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